growing up

haha no idea of how to write la ... so came up with a topic and relate it to life ...

haha lol ... life is
cryable
laughable
speakable
unspeakable
simple
complicated ...

haha wad i am trying to say is life is everything we can ever think of ...

haha lol hmm my life been thru loads of ups and downs ...
i understand wad it is trying to say ..

like when i meet a failure
e.g. last time in relationship ...

i will tell me self ... it happen for a reason ... i will find out that reason and make sure it don happen again ..
some ppl will say fate or god make this happen blah blah ... but one thing most impt is learn from it ... that is why god and fate gave u this lesson to learn ... if u dun learn it will gif u the same lesson again haha lol

true ???

haha in life we must be satisfied with wad we had ...

if it is of a material gain of cos we must go for the better when it is within our capablilies after planning for the future ...
if is related to the heart matters ...

be satisfied with wad u had ...be happy with wad u had ...
be satisfied that u had someone that love u ...
and stay with them ... and in return they will do the same ... only if they understand ...

if u see one better then go for another ... u will end up nothing ... emptyiness

e.g. of a story

a teacher with a student ...
the teacher ask the student to walk from on end of the field to another and cannot walk back ...
when walking ... pluck only 3 beautiful grass to gif her ...
then student walk ... and pluck
and gave to her teacher 3 normal grass
the teacher ask ... is that the most beautiful ...
the student say no ... before that he sees more beautiful one ...
but he thinks that there will be better ahead so he din pluck and walk on
and when he is reaching near end of the field he has no choice but to pluck the best he sees ...

understand ???

i related to life ...
when we are young(start of the field)
there are alot of choices of gf and wife ...
when we had them ... we always think there is better one more prettier one ... more loving one coming into my life ... then we neglect the current one ... or lost interest ...
then we always expect the better and not treasuring the current ..
when we are getting older and older(walking towards the end of field)
your choices gets lesser and lesser cos less attractive or wadever reason u can think of ...

then that time u will regret ... ai ya should have stayed wif her and treasure her ... and that time u will regret ...

i always treasure wad i hold most dearest to me ...
but always is wad most dearest to me abandon me for the better ...
but i believe in this one .. she different she is not like others ... sth different unique and of cos special abt her ... unexplainable in words ... in chi is call
qi zhi
yeah yeah ...

haha ooo ya my story doesnt mean u cannot go for the better ... of cos there are certain case ... like in some r/s ppl found someone better and will uphold this treasuring belief ... of cos this new couple will be better then the old one ...

yeah ... is always balancing the pros and cons ...

dream

today my topic today is dream

dream represent a few things
the greated desire or the darkest fear in that personm
or it can be a forsee or it is jus a dream or is a way to communicate wif the other world

haha

last night i had a dream ...

one that reside in my darkest fear even me myself wont not want to touch or think abt it

and it did happen in my dream ... haha in that moment i never knew i was dreaming ...
it look so so real ... it look as if ... it all happen ...

then i woke up ... phew ...
but the worst came ...
i fell back to slp and continue to dream of it again ... and in my sub conscious i have know i was dreaming jus now and i had woke up ... in my brain is i had woke up ... i so so so fear cos my brain told me it was true ... real life ...

i become so afraid and sad ... but lucky i din cry ... my courage was still there ...
brave ...

haha poof i woke up ...
once again i quickly hid this dark fear in me ... and i never want it to happen to me ... never ... pls never

haha kk next one ...
when i was a kid ...
i dreamt of being time to a cross ... christian those cross ... i was tie up very very high in the air ... in a dessert ...

then came a oshride(dun know how to spell la) then brid that dun know how to fly and lay big egg de ...
it came holding a big hammer ... omg their wing got hand de ...
when i want to smash me ... then string tie on my 4 limbs ... loosen then i drop onto the fall and i starting to run ... thne the bird came running at me and smash the hammer at me onto the floor cos it miss me ... thne i jus run ... then suddenly whne i turn my head ard it disappeared ... then i still keep on running ... then when i turn again ... i saw a troop of orc take hammer and run towards me at full forcce ... then when it reaching me i woke up ...

haha i have check ... dream of a holy cross of jesus ... u are like someone or wadever la ... special ... maybe i am a holy man ... come down to earth to bring good to the beings ... haha lol joking ... but who will know haha lol ... cos it might be a communication way ...

haha ooo i have dreamt of the future also ... pls ... is true. ... not one time ... but a few times ... but now grow up le ... dun have ...


then i check before how dream happen ... the human body ... how it cos the ghost press body effect ... and blah blah ... at a certain point of view ... u will also understand chinese point of view abt those dream from dead or godly ppl ... and other religion belief also ... hahah


ooo for the darkest fear thing i think i will not reveal to anyone ... cos it is really really my darkest fear ... haha ...y

somewad someway someday

haha cant tot of how to start this post ...

been rather ups and downs
angry sad happy mad fun confuse thoughful this few days

ooo ya share this wif u guy ...

have u ever been in a situation where u are very very afraid of losing
sth u jus got or sth u yet complete got it

abit like company buying company in the market ...

haha haven any of u been in this situation ...

it is fear that struck your deep heart ...
right haha lol ...

then here comes the next part ...
think back think think back on the prev days or wad ...
think on the words action the process the movement on everything
and determine wad are the possibilities of losing
then tell urself wad are the result u expected ...

haha life is funny ... it has been systematic but yet unpredictable ...
haha ironic right ... but this is true ...
i list u an e.g.
in life we got to go thru brith growing working sickness dying
is systemic
wads unpredictable is the process ... changes is everywhere anywhere ...
then most impt thing is to know wad has been truely presented to u ... identify it and treasure it ...
if it is a person let that person know he/she is treasure ...
if is not a human that keep it safe and sound and well cared haha like my bear bear err teng

haha ...
i always told myself
kibou dakeha shinjite
believe in hope ...
there is always miracle
so have faith in urself ...
haha this was partly taught in sch also ...
my sec sch damai motto
faith hope charity
have faith
believe in hope ...

it really touches my heart ...
it is jus like e.g. from my own words and heart
i have faith in *u*
i hope for tml to be even better ...
i have faith in ur return to me
i hope for the return to be even sweeter ... haha


yeah yeah kk i write till here ba i go toilet

another another day

haha lol start from weekend ba ... things seems normal ..
stuff happens ... haha which show wad type of person this person is ...

haha very lazy to write la ...

haha on monday morning got blues ... haha then afternoon went chinatown for lunch ...
haha bought the tea leave egg ... wow super duper nice man haha
then reach office haha answer a few qns which i been waiting ... cos i know
it is needed to break thru the first barrier ... yeah so is done and down ...
time will take its way and form and shape it ...

i truely believe and wanted ...

nth really much to write abt la ... hmm
probably
Ai Ni Yi Wan Nian
Love You 10000 Years

haha another day

haha yesterday was on leave thats why nth to blog hur ... haha morning was fixing com ... wa miracle manage to fixed it ...reformat it le haha lol

then afternoon go sch train ... haha was a good session then night got teaching ... not a bad day la ...then went amk central eat with master ... then tok tok chat chat abt the thai trip on 27 april ... yeah i am going ... wahaha happy leh ...

then today was late abit la but dun care la ... then do nth for whole day haha lol ooo ya i done a msn master piece
u all wan u can copy but please dun say is u do de ... is my work ok

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when it come out it will be i love you ... haha ... can go try it haha lol ...
copyrighted hur hur ... haha i still got more masterpiece haha i dun wanna share le ... hehe

roses roses in v day

haha see those roses i made haha 99 of them
hehe for someone special ... for the one la
haha i try put in box. .. and is very beautiful when see with real eyes not the pic ...
the pic alright only ... haha lol

yeah yeah ... my heart work ... haha lol ...

today should be happy day ... but hur ...
things happen at work hur made me unhappy ... haha sadded ... hai ...
nvm la dun say le ... hehe

3 2 1
*** *** ****

monday blues

haha today is monday again ... haha yeah but soon i will be able to leave this working place for good haha lol ... hehe me hur ...
haha now finish work and doing nth ... haha

ooo ya gd news. .. jus came 2 buz student from nyp also yeah yeah ... they will be doing CT leave with me too haha wahah ... so so good hehe yeah ...

me start from sat ... sat morning and afternoon went to teach wushu haha then went home bath then 6pm went to ha hi hu ,,, haha training wushu la ...
then after that went to bugis to eat ajisen haha went to the high class area ... super shoik man ... haha lol ... then after that went master house play monopoly ... haha damn fun man ...
haha i should be the winner de ... but dan no ppl step into my place ... if not wad they going to pay me will str make them bankrupt haha lol ...

hai then end up i am the ultimate loser haha lol diao ... haha ...
hmm ya then sunday morning str go performa the go home bath the go throw veg lau yu shen
haha then went teaching then home slp ... haha
sound so bored hor ... hahab but at least time pass fast leh ...

ooo ya today saw yee teng de pic ... wa kan cute haha lol ...
hehe make her so ps haha cos that one not meant for ppl to see de ... haha lol ... diao ...
but shes pretty cute adorable ... ok .... hehe

tests

My test abt me ... i did this 3 test ... feel free to read up abt me hur hur

Your IQ score is 117. This means that you are smarter than 87.0% of all other Super IQ test takers.

This number is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on the Tickle Super IQ Test.

But there's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score, or a single label. Tickle uses 8 distinguishable dimensions of intelligence in the Super IQ Test. By analyzing your individual scores on those 8 scales, we are able to look beyond the raw IQ score into how you process information, and which intellectual strengths you're best at.

Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Conceptual Synthesizer.

You are very skilled at divining the real truth in any situation. You can easily read between the lines and understand exactly what's going on. When learning something new, you easily grasp the underlying concept. You absorb the basic content, filter out the unimportant information, and then focus on what really matters. You never get distracted by tangential points or irrelevant facts.

This acute focus makes you very adept at filtering out the 'noise'. Most people are not capable in this way — they focus on the specific words or numbers being used and can get bogged down. Your mind is less likely to pick up particular vocabulary words or remember mathematical equations, but you understand the essential gist of any situation.

Here's an example of your Conceptual Synthesizer thinking skills at work in a real-life situation:

You are out with a group of people who are talking about a book that you've not read. They are exploring details about the plot, and discussing the elegance of the writing. What you hear loud and clear are the main themes of the story (the romance, the influence of the grandfather, and the predominance of food). At the end of the discussion you tell them you can guess how the book ends, and it turns out, you are right! This is because you were able to pick up on the most important information from their talk as well as glean the general mood of the book and these insights led you to your conclusion. Thank goodness you think the way you do!


My Love Test

G, when you're in love, you're a Steady Mate. Approximately 14% of people share this type with you. What does this title say about you? Read on to find out.

You're the kind of romantic partner that others will want to lean on in times of distress. This is true because your logical mind allows you to remain cool-headed during a crisis. This quality can make you seem a bit heroic at times. And for that reason, people who value your calm, rational nature will make a great match for you and steady mates like you.

You need someone who won't expect you to be overly softhearted or to express your feelings all the time. They should know that just because you don't always express the emotions you're having, it doesn't mean that you don't care. On the contrary, you're someone who will always value the quality of the connections between you and the people you care about. Because of this fact, it will be important for you to find a romantic partner who knows how to care about a relationship and put some effort into it. Once you find a person like that, the two of you can live life to the fullest.


communication test

when talking to your partner, you're a Diplomat.

This means that you tend to be a cooperative partner with first-rate listening and negotiation skills. Above all, you seem to try to keep the lines of communication open between you and your significant other. In your mind, it's usually far better to talk about problems as they arise rather than sweep them under the rug. For you to really feel connected to your special someone, it's important that they hear and understand you. Ordinarily, you'll return this courtesy tenfold by paying close attention to your partner's perspective.

out field

yeah my first outfield task ... will be out of office ...
happy ... haha no more bored office work ... haha lol
but hor also means that cannot msn and chat chat ...
then someone sure will bored bored de ... haha lol

hmm hai ...

haha someone hur cook sotong ... cook till the so nice and smell so good that the
fire the flame also wanna eat sotong ...
lucky the flame never burn her ... if not hur
i will shoot water over to india haha ... and teach the fire a lesson hehe

ar hur ar hur

ooo ya me yesterday on leave ... shoik man ... i feel good ... but i make someone so bored ... haha lol is ok la .... hehe

ooo ya i 27 april should be going to thailand and will be back on 1 may ... hopefully
i still not enlist yet hur ... haha

wish me luck that i can go have fun hur ... haha
haha yeah yeah ...
today i feel abit lost in the office ... like dun know wad to do ... or rather
dun feel like thinking and do stuff ... haha lol ... abit sianned ... haha lol

okok la ... dun write le ... take care all esp those in india ... bao zhong ...

wahaha pic taking session ... who wanna take wif me

My picture taking session wif bear bear err teng hehe ... enjoy ...

yoyo

irritated by this guy since start of attachment ... keep using the office phone secretly and mumble indian ... !@#$%^&&* thats wad i heard


sit so close to me also ... make me blast my ear piece .. haha

lol okok

now is me le ...

haha act cool hur hur

haha 007 piang piang

omg wad is this ... i look so yucky ... eee
haha lol

today still not bad la ... do nth again since morning ...
haha then saw the pic taken by yee teng in india .. haha ...
haha her work space also nearly same as mine ... uluu de
i got come or not also no ppl know ... haha lol ...

hai ...okok la write till here la ... if got more later then write ..

that day blogspot server down. so now post.

this is wher i sit ... omg man ... at the corner haha

hai ... write song poemtic song

cant get any ...
dun have the atmosphere and mood ...

probably one

facing the 2 big walls
listening to the rotting music
looking at the lousy grade i received for my effort put in for them
i slacken ... whole day do s*** for them ...
haha sit here whole day get 20 plus dollar ... i rather go out teach wushu ...
my own class ... one lesson 1.5 or 2 hours ... got more then 20$ more student more income ... wth
over here 10hours 20 plus dollar... kao cheap labour ...
slap their face ...
over here same imcome more stress and long faces ...
diao .. haha lol ... wad a song i wrote ... is not a song anymore or rather a complain ... haha lol ...
at least the seat i chose is good for sleeping ... haha ... and got internet access .. if not rot like hell man ... haha lol ...

jus now went blog surfing ... haha saw the yiwei name ... kind of miss this name ...
haha dun anyhow think hur ...
jus super long time no see her since last saw at amk central

wonder how is she ... haha
but hur her blog ... need password ...
lol ... funny man ... but a good idea la ...
privacy

haha ... hai ... still got 45 mins more to rot ...

haha hungry also ...

sianism

xue3 di4 yu4 bloody hell
shen2 shen4 de4 da4 bian4 holy shit
haha lol

hehe good buaix

Reviving

wahaha lol this is miracle
i writing blog again ...
cos really tired of this attachment working life...
i do so well and good for them and they actually gave me this grade ...
alamak man ...

hai ... wad to write hur ..
haha maybe nth much la ... will try to post pic ba ... haha lol ...
haha yeah see ba ..
a heart made out of 10$ double heart ... haha

the rose i trying to make till 99 of them






omg wad am i doing

hey ppl this is err teng below ... cute hor

say hihi to err teng

haha theres more to come


she is trying to climb on my pillow and slp wif me hehe



shy hi

lady sitting

so sloppy

angry mother hur ... hehe

say yos to her haha

oops ... talk no evil

see no evil

hear no evil

smell no evil

spilt leg man ... weuuu weee

hand stand hur oops head stand ... hand too short

slp slp

wahaha my hair band is not ur bolster