Tuesday, March 01, 2005

For My Class

In Life .. One Got To Consider Wad Is Right Wad Is Wrong ...
But the very fact is ... hu is there to define wad thing to do then is right ...
wad thing to do then is consider wrong ...
there is no way ...
every success ... no matter by way method ... a veri bastard method or a veri tactful method ... is still success ...

i wont judge hu is right here ...

cos ... everyone has their view of life ...
everyone has their own set of rules to follow ...
the rules also can be rated like ...
these rules more impt to follow ....
those rules less impt to follow usually is forgotten ...
everyone has their own perspective and view on others ...
everyone see different result of the "road" that a person is walking on now ...
but one got to realise that ... when they themself are walking ...
then cant see the big picture they onli saw themself wad they want ...
everyone has their own way to satisfy themself ...

Sry to say ... i didnt meant to any ppl for those content i say below ...

some ppl taste love ... they like it they go for it ...
they know they want it ... they will get it no matter wad ...
this is the road they chose ...
no matter wad they wont regret if they actually got wad they want ... happiness ...
i may not be veri experience ...
but maybe jus that i came to know alot of things regrading these areas ..

i saw ppl hu went after wad they want ...
they fail ... and "lost"
they regretted ...

i also sae ppl hu went after it ... they gave everything ...
but they got wad they want ... the love they yean for ...
happiness from it is wad they want(disregrading of the problems after that ...)

so lets go back to the qns ...
hu is right and hu is wrong ...

haha shifu once told me alot of these theories ...
i learn how to stand in the center and see things ...
regrading to the event happen 1 year back ...

maybe for myself being selfish ... i say i am right ... but i am wrong at saying it out esp in the wrong manner ...

k now lets talk abt friends ...
buddies ... wad is buddy ...

i understand this best ...
buddy is one hu wont ask another to go bad things for them ...
buddy is one hu will remind the other one when he or she is seen walking on the wrong "road"(the road that the buddy think is wrong) ...
but of cos he need ta explain why is this road is wrong ...

maybe for u jo ... like i say before ... i dun mean ur road u chose is wrong is not right either ...
but rather is ur choice ... the life u want ...
i more or less understand the life u want ...
sch is sth boring or usless shiit to me ...
if not for parent i would rather not study ...

from my point of view i saw few possible result of ur road ...
i know wad u going after ... i want that too ...
maybe u can say i hum ji ba ...
or maybe i shld say i am a guy and not a girl ... a man hu want to make lots of money to support my wife and kids wif comfortable cosy home ...

i afraid of losing ... losing track of wad i want ...
wad i can say here is do wadever u wanna do ...
i wont discourage u or encourage this time ...
cos ... u are u .. me is me ...
u pace ur life urself and no one ...
as for the comments the rest had made ...
is jus base on the fact that they are not u not a sagi i shld say ...
they are using the thinking of themself wad shld it be like in a sch and imply to u ...
dun say anything or yuan abt their comments ...
in real life schooling is not the onli way to get rich and get happiness ..
but at least they say is right ...
the rules are sth u shld follow if u choose to in it ...
u shld be able to sense that it has been a long time since i last ask abt ur life and realli comment(expect for jas that time that i think i realli shld say wad i wanna say) ...
cos i sense u going another path ...
haha dun get me wrong ... i not saying u are wrong ...
jus that i felt i dun know enuff of wad ya doing on that road ...
and i too lazy to bother ...
bother my own stuff is enuff ...
but now has come to this stage ...
i feel i shld comment sth also ... not that i wanna be middle man ...
is jus as someone standing outside i try to digest and understand ...
they logically i came to this conclusion ...

haha ... u shld be glad that u had these friends hu realli care ... or i shld say care for u in another way ...
now i shld say is now u once had these good friends ... cos ... they wont be commenting much on u now esp when we see u less understand u less ...
like i say before buddy is one hu understand ... in order to understand one has to communicate ...
our communication seem to be getting lesser lesser ...
haha sry to say these i know it may hurt u ... but dun worry i am also the same ...
when ever someone we love appears ... we tend to stick more to them and leave friend behind ... this is when the gap b/w friend widen and misunderstandings like these happens ...
if u communicate more wif us ... maybe .. maybe these stuff wont have not happen ...
is no ones fault that there is lesser communication ... but jus ... is life thats the way it is ... theres ups there is sure to be downs ...

haha i guess i shld say enuff ...
i hope everythings shld end here ... even if i say sth u feel is veri wrong ...
i am sry ...
but jus suan le ...
suan le mean forget everythings ...
dun talk abt it again ... ever ...




that is me ... when i say suan le jus dun mention ... i will forget it ... if u mention i will box u ... haha i told that to her chuan before haha ... lol
muahaha

okok i type eunff ... will let u all read ...