somewad someway someday

haha cant tot of how to start this post ...

been rather ups and downs
angry sad happy mad fun confuse thoughful this few days

ooo ya share this wif u guy ...

have u ever been in a situation where u are very very afraid of losing
sth u jus got or sth u yet complete got it

abit like company buying company in the market ...

haha haven any of u been in this situation ...

it is fear that struck your deep heart ...
right haha lol ...

then here comes the next part ...
think back think think back on the prev days or wad ...
think on the words action the process the movement on everything
and determine wad are the possibilities of losing
then tell urself wad are the result u expected ...

haha life is funny ... it has been systematic but yet unpredictable ...
haha ironic right ... but this is true ...
i list u an e.g.
in life we got to go thru brith growing working sickness dying
is systemic
wads unpredictable is the process ... changes is everywhere anywhere ...
then most impt thing is to know wad has been truely presented to u ... identify it and treasure it ...
if it is a person let that person know he/she is treasure ...
if is not a human that keep it safe and sound and well cared haha like my bear bear err teng

haha ...
i always told myself
kibou dakeha shinjite
believe in hope ...
there is always miracle
so have faith in urself ...
haha this was partly taught in sch also ...
my sec sch damai motto
faith hope charity
have faith
believe in hope ...

it really touches my heart ...
it is jus like e.g. from my own words and heart
i have faith in *u*
i hope for tml to be even better ...
i have faith in ur return to me
i hope for the return to be even sweeter ... haha


yeah yeah kk i write till here ba i go toilet