sad sad sad veri sad

now time 3.04 am morning of sat night ...
blogging fri event ...
hai ... the day was still ok ... veri tiring ...
slept late woke up early ...
came home and slept abit ...
ai ya ...

then jus now bro using com ... i was at my bedroom ...
suddenly i jus feel kind of empty ...
cos clearing up the mess liao le ma ...
ya veri empty ...
no cosy at all ...
feel cold inside ...

guess got to live in this poor state for quite a long time ba ...
hai ya ... dun know la ... i am veri tired ... like i said ...
physically tired ... mentally and my heart most tired ... further add on from proj and exam stress ... guess i cannot take it ...
i got once nearly driven to nuts ...
i am serious ...
that period of time i feel i was like in depression mode ...

exhausted ...
i need some confort ...
i need some warmth ...
can someone jus hug me tight ...
i lost my hug and in need of one now ...

dying of cold and mentaly break down ...