Monday blues and Monday reds

wee ... today got monday blue and red ... haha cos red is opposite...
got abit of mix la ... haha ...
hmm ... nth much to say abt today ....

jus wanna put 2 songs that speak of my heart ...
haha love prince song again ... haha ..
i mean zhang xin zhe ...
haha ...

first is tai xiang ai ni 太想愛你...
second is chong kai shi dao xian zai 從開始到現在...

first one tai xiang ai ni 太想愛你
慌亂城市中 連風都不自由
熱鬧的街頭 就屬我最寂寞
是愛的蠱惑 讓我又興起貪求的念頭
有多愛我 夠不夠久 會不會走

藏在柔順背後 你忠於自我
情愛裡游走 從不曾見你低頭
我卻常犯錯 像一個太忙太累太傻的陀螺
轉個不休 只放不收 停不了手

太想愛你 是我壓抑不了的念頭
想要全面佔領你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我 卻還不屬於我
叫我如何不去猜測 你在想什麼

太想愛你 是我壓抑不了的折磨
能否請你不要不要選擇閃躲
只想愛你的我 太想愛你的我
難道只能在迷霧中 猜你的輪廓

Want Too Much To Love You (Jeff Chang)
In a flurried city, even the wind is not free
On the bustling streets, consider me one of the loneliest
It's love's poison to let me raise interest in this idea again
How much do you love me, is it enough, will you leave?

Concealed behind meekness, you're devoted to yourself
Wandering in love, I've never seen you yield before
Yet I commit many wrongs, like a too busy, too tired, too foolish top
Spinning without rest, just can't conclude, can't stop...

Wanting too much to love you is my unconstrainable idea
I want to completely capture your happiness, anger, sadness, worry
You've already conquered me, yet still don't belong to me
How do you want me to guess what you're thinking?

Wanting too much to love you is my unconstrainable affliction
Can you please don't, don't choose to evade
I only want to love you, I want too much to love you
Must I only guess at your rough sketch from within this dense fog?


second is chong kai shi dao xian zai 從開始到現在
如果這是最後的結局
為何我還忘不了你
時間改變了我們告別了單純

如果重逢也無法繼續
失去才算是永恆
懲罰我的認真是我太過天真

難道我就這樣過我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最愛的人
為你等從一開始盼到現在
也同樣落的不可能~

難道愛情可以轉交給別人
但命運注定留不住我愛的人
我不能我怎麼會願意承認
你是我不該愛的人

如果再見是為了再分
失去才算是永恆
一次新的記憶為何還要再生

難道我就這樣過我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最愛的人
為你等從一開始盼到現在
也同樣落的不可能~

難道愛情可以轉交給別人
但命運注定留不住我愛的人
我不能我怎麼會願意承認
你是我不該愛的人

拿什麼作證
從未~ 想過愛一個人
需要那麼殘忍才證明愛的深

難道我就這樣過我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最愛的人
為你等從一開始盼到現在
也同樣落的不可能~

難道愛情可以轉交給別人
但命運注定留不住我愛的人
我不能我怎麼會願意承認
你是我愛錯了的人

From Beginning Until Now (Jeff Chang)
If this is the final ending
Why can I still not forget you?
Time has changed, we've said our good-byes to innocence

Even if we met again, there's no way to continue
Only loss can be considered eternal
Penalizing my earnestness, it's that I was too naïve

Can it be that I will spend my life like this?
My kiss is doomed to never kiss my most beloved person
I've waited for you from the beginning looking forward to now
And falling the same way is an impossibility~

Can it be that love can be transferred to someone else
But fate is doomed to be unable to keep the one I love
I can't-- how could I?-- be willing to admit
You are someone I shouldn't have loved

If saying goodbye is for splitting up again
Only loss can be considered eternal
Why does what was once a new memory still resurface?

Can it be that I will spend my life like this?
My kiss is doomed to never kiss my most beloved person
I've waited for you from the beginning looking forward to now
And falling the same way is an impossibility~

Can it be that love can be transferred to someone else
But fate is doomed to be unable to keep the one I love
I can't-- how could I?-- be willing to admit
You are someone I shouldn't have loved

What should I use as proof?
Never before, did I think that loving a person
Needs to be so cruel to prove love's depth

Can it be that I will spend my life like this?
My kiss is doomed to never kiss my most beloved person
I've waited for you from the beginning looking forward to now
And falling the same way is an impossibility~




hai ya ... thats is wad i am feeling ... hai ...
guys are jerk ...
i am one
i don wanna be one ...
but fate force me to ...
so i got to live wif it ...
and be one ...

is true ... who will forget the girl which they are first time truely in love with .....

it is hard ... it hurts ...
even long time has pass ...
and when we meet ...
everything comes back ...
if u jus wanna see me happy and u are at ease ...
then i will smile ... and luff ...
jus like a actor on the stage ...
onli can find his princess actress on the stage onli too ...

signing off .... The Actor ...