A Day Silence Killed Moi

good evening bloggie ... today came in blog early ...
tell u hor ...
hai ...
today was a day where everything was silence in my life
and these silence nearly drown me ...

wad can i do ...
i jus feel like crying ...
this kind of feeling is hard to bear ...

cry cry cry ... is that all i could do ...
ans is no ... thats y i didnt ...
i jus kept quiet ... bear it in silence ...

then at ard 455 like that ... we went south canteen ... saw nurse ...
excited abit ...
but saw is others ...
mood went back again ...

everytime i see a nurse i cant stop think of her again ...
twice i am at the end where i was broken hard ...
this was the hardest ...

now ... right now ... how i wish i don need to think of anything ...
and jus let me
fall in to a battlefield ...
arm wif axe and sword ....
fight it out ...
release some stress ...

after so much things ... i can say i can get jealous at times ...
but i do know how to think and control ...

hai ya ... blog ... wad have i type ...
don know wad the hell have i type ...

bloggy help me ...
help me ...