An Actor

Todays topic is abt an actor ...

yeah ... i am the actor ...
an actor of my feelings ...
the world and time is my stage ...
the ppl ard me shall be by viewer ...

an actors' job is to betray their own character and feelings and act out wad viewers wanna see ...
yeah ...
say things viewer wanna hear ...

they cannot say the real thing if not alot of prob will arise ...
hai ...

i don wish to ba an actor ... but like i say in my few blogs ago ...
i was force into this actor job and not getting any money ...

an actor waiting for a particular viewer to bring him out of the acting world ...
into the real world where he can show his feeling out ... and yet received in return ...

hai like wad shi hui say ... dan lian is tong ku ...
but when u don know if is dan lian or zi zhuo duo qing or both parties still like each other ... that is more painful ... cos u cant cfm anything ...

so ... i got to act ...
since small i good at acting ...
but not good at acting feelings ...
got to learn ..

if her ans is still the same guess i wont be able to get out the acting world until i die ba ... hai ...

today in training ... foot got alot of blister hai ... painful ...
hai ...

i am jus cheating myself ... i am jus simply hiding ...

an actor like micheal learns to rock ... hai ...
i am so sad ... nono ... i am happy ...

:) yeah i have a good day ...
haha ... have fun out at training too and suntec accompany my friend buy digital video cam printer and cdrw ... hai ...
ya ... that all ... don wish to say liao ...

tml ba...
i know one day ... i will act in one scene ... the scene where u see the one u love loving someone else ...

that will be the hardest part to act ... maybe that part of acting ... i will jus
take leave off then hide myself up ... and then bloggie sry ... i wont be seeing u ... or i will secretly come find u ...

i love u ... yeah u
i love first to third mei ...
*dotes*