Aftermath

Last night went i went to bed ...
sms ...
the poem i worte ...
she say it was the best one she had ...

:)i say thank you ... but yet i cried ...
cried painfully ...
don know for how long ... i then manage to sleep ...

morning i woke at 6 ... wanna call ... wanna sms ...
but jus don know if i shld ... then gave up the idea ...
at 8 woke up again ... no strength to sit up ...
basically no energy ... jus so empty inside me ...
but yet the weight in all inside me ...

cried ... cried ...
i don know wo bu zhi dao ...
still pinning on the last hope ...
...
i don know wad to do now ...
don feel like doing anything ...
wad on earth is going on ...

my heart has her ... onli her onli ... and no one else ...

:'(
:''(

in the morning the rain came when i woke ...
seems god was crying wif me ...

don wish this to be the end ........