low sad unhappy

wo bu kai xin ...

wad a day ... morning visit teachers ... so memorable ... hai ...

then i went home ... slpet for 10 mins ... went to amk ...

reach there waited for her ...
then saw her ...
saw she hungry ...
went to eat ...
hai ...

someone say me come for wad so BO LIAO ...
i came for her and was said bo liao ...

then went she post me a limitation ...
cannot send her home ...
i was ok at then ...

nvm then went gai gai ...
after that she don want me follow her home ...
she told me why ...
i already told u i go straight to mrt and u go home ...
y u still gif that kind of sian face to me ...
hurt me u know ...

sad veri sad ... went straight ...
that road was veri quiet ...
she has the sian look on her face ...
i was fan veri fan ...

then saw her walk home ...
i sat at the bridge ther for 15 min ...
waiting for a sms ... a sms wishing me gd bye ...
that will make me feel everything is alright all is ok ...
didnt ... 15 mins pass ... sms came ...
hai ... was my friend ...
i felt veri sad
veri
then went off to mrt ...

sat on the mrt floor looking at the floor think alot of thingsss ...
the more i think the more i became fan ...

i felt my presence wasnt appreciated ...
it make me feel i was a sticky tape ...
liam ...
maybe i shldnt have come at all ... shld have slept in bed all the way ...
or maybe i shld get knock down by car ...
coma forever till my death time comes ...
i am veri sad ...

shld i go tml ... i don know ... god tell me ...
i am not going to see her next week ...
i am planning to go find her at times ...
but later she say i bo liao how ...
i will be despare ...

i am feeling i am a worthless guy ...
when guys don treasure the one they say they love ...
girls say guys are bad ...

but i am treasuring the one i love ...
yet i am feeling that all this is wad i shld gif ...

wads is wrong wif me ...
i don know ...

i am feeling was i mean to u ...
maybe u are sick of seeing me ...
maybe one day u will get so sick of me that i shld exist in ur life anymore ...

wad on earth is this ...
pls tell me that i am wrong ...
pls tell me wad is it then ...