The Morning On 1st of Sept

hi bloggie ...
sry that i come find u so earli at this time ...
bo bian ... nth to do ...
no one to tok to ...
wake up in the morning ...
alarm sounded at 6 but didnt hear it
but don know why ... few mins later auto wake up ...
cos everytime before i slp i tell myself ...
must wake and call her ... repaet alot of times ...
then i will slp ... so manage to call her ...
she wake liao ...
gdgd ...

then went back to slp ...
then my new pem call ... tok nonsense ... hai ...
then i cant slp ... is 9 plus am ...
my heart since i wake is her onli ...
thinking of her ...
honestly ...
missing her madly ..
then i try think other things like competition stuff ...
haha useless ... finish thinking think of her again ...
wonder how is she now ... jus care abt her ...
better don sms her also ... cos she work ma ...
let her work wif peace ...

so i came here and tell my bloggie ... on onli friend left i can tok to ...

now pillow on the table ... labtop in front of moi ... looking at the key board heads on the pillow ... i typing this ...

wo heng ai ni ...
wo zai hu ni ...

learning how to control myself ...